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Often, when I have an important audition, I won’t say anything to my friends or family, beyond my wife. I know that my friends and family get their hopes up for me, the same way I get my hopes up for myself, and sometimes that messes with my head.
It’s like knowing that half the stadium is friends who have shown up to watch me play in The Big Game. 🙂
So, it just hit me this morning, there must be thousands of people (based on my webstats) who know about these auditions today. Jesus. Talk about filling the stands!
Well, it has worked in the past, so I’ll do it again: would you please spare a moment for me today, at 2:30 PM PDT and again at 5:00PM PDT? I swear, in the past when I’ve asked for people to send me mojo, it has really worked. I’m the most skeptical bastard on the planet, but I swear to god I felt it.
I also realized this morning that I feel this extra pressure to not blow it today, because I stayed home from the vacation, and I have spent the whole weekend preparing. I mean, there is really a lot at stake this time out, and I can’t blame it on not having time, or whatever, if I mess up.
However, I am super prepared…nearing that place where I’m over-prepared. I had time to create full characters, as well as get extremely familiar with the material.
The only thing I could do to be more prepared, is memorize the script, but I don’t ususally memorize material for a first audition, becuase memorizing lines can lock me into a performance. If a producer or director wants me to change a performance a bit one way or another, it’s much easier to make those changes when I have the sides in my hands. Of course, at this stage, the other actors have all been in on this at least once, in some cases twice or three times…so I’ll have that working against me.
Heh. I have just realized something: for the first time in a very long time, I feel nervous about an audition. Not nervously excited, but anxious. I feel like there’s a lot at stake this time, a lot more than usual.
Oh boy. Please send that Mojo as quickly as you can. I need it. 🙂

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8 April, 2002 Wil

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270 thoughts on “Nerves”

  1. James says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:11 pm

    MOJO!!!

  2. M. M. Goodsoup says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:13 pm

    the mojo has been sent.

  3. colin says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:13 pm

    Mucho Mojo, Kimosabe!

  4. Squints says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:14 pm

    You can borrow my mojo Wil… just as long as you remember to return it when your done.

  5. DaleJrBlueEyes says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:15 pm

    COMMENTS!!! Wil you will do fine and we love you no matter what.

  6. Steph says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:15 pm

    Wil, you don’t need mojo, you just need one of your readers to suddenly become a world-famous producer/director/casting agent. You’d never sleep again!…In the meantime >>>mega mojo

  7. zootnarf says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:17 pm

    1482(+) soapboxers, plus all those who just read the blog are rooting for you, Wil. The mojo of many is with you, my son. Use the force.

  8. M says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:18 pm

    Auditions can be scary! Wil will be great, whatever the casting! *Posse beams mojo* Wooooo, mojo.

  9. M says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:19 pm

    Auditions can be scary! Wil will be great, whatever the casting! *Posse beams mojo* Wooooo, mojo.

  10. ze-mag says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:19 pm

    Wil, don’t do it for the people on the stands, do it for you…Sending MOJO at 230 and 5

  11. Jason (FutureWonder) says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:21 pm

    Mojo? huh…Uncle Willy needs no mojo. What director could resist his charm, charisma, talent.
    Wil Power.
    Good Luck Wil.

  12. sarcastic cheese says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:21 pm

    You have my mojo coming you’re way! Break a leg dude! And keep us posted!

  13. sarcastic cheese says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:22 pm

    that should be “your” not “you’re” duh.

  14. Spudnuts says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:22 pm

    Comments.
    Are.
    Back.
    Wil,
    Just imagine Laura Comstock in her underpants when the Big Moment is upon you.
    Works for me.
    Wait…
    What are we talking about again?

  15. Christian Humberg says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:24 pm

    You ask for it – you get it. As always. And while we

  16. Astra says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:24 pm

    Good luck Wil!

  17. miftik says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:24 pm

    /mojo

  18. The Piper says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:25 pm

    Using my mojo eyeballs on you! 🙂

  19. Leopold VM says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:26 pm

    MOJO being sent. Break a leg.

  20. Phil says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:28 pm

    Hey, man! You got all the mojo you want! Just make sure not to get any cross-mojination…
    Just remember, you’re Wil Freakin’ Wheaton, you can do this!

  21. Naked Dancing Llama says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:29 pm

    The Naked Dancing Llama sends you the frolicking mojo of the universe as passed down to him by the Supreme Llama, who runs the universe spitting peanuts and playing the accordion.

  22. Dimple says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:30 pm

    You go, Wil. We’re all there rooting for you – feel the love! 😉

  23. sifichick says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:31 pm

    MOJO, MOJO, MOJO, MOJO
    I will be totally sending out the mojo for you. I would love ro see you in a new roll. If you get the part let us know. I will be standing in line for the first ticket. 😀
    Try not to get to worked up about the audition though. If you don’t get this part there is always another one out there.

  24. brice says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:31 pm

    “wiggling fingers in wavy fashion” thinking mojo thoughts… sending Wil’s way.

  25. Glenn says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:32 pm

    *Sending some Swedish aswell as Quebec Mojo for good measure*

  26. Penguin says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:32 pm

    Penguin sends you mojo from the frozen northern wastelands.

  27. Robin(mygrljes) says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:33 pm

    You’ve got lot’s of mojo coming your way!! Sending the vibes at a constant rate all day long. Extra vibes at 2:30 and 5. Break a leg, Wil!!

  28. Katie says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:33 pm

    I have a job interview this afternoon, so I feel just like you do. But concentrating on your afternoon takes my mind off stressing about mine. So here’s what we’ll do: I’ll send you mojo for your auditions, you send me mojo for my interview. MOJO MOJO MOJO!!!! Good luck Wil!

  29. scaryduck says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:33 pm

    Can I just send a “Woo! Yay!” ? It’s the same as a mojo. Honest.

  30. sifichick says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:34 pm

    OT: By the way WOO HOO comments are back up! Ok now I’m going to get something to eat so I can sit down and send out the MOJO at 2:30 and 5.

  31. Stuffie says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:35 pm

    I’ll send ya all the mojo I can spare. 3 cheers for the comments making a comeback.

  32. Steph W says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:35 pm

    Wil, you are a wonderful and very talented actor. I’m sure you will do a wonderful job in the auditions, mojo or no mojo!
    So my mojo is being sent to make sure that the casting directors make the right decision and cast you!

  33. AJ (tekfighter( says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:36 pm

    Yay! Comments are back!! I’m sending you my Mojo and some other people’s as well. Good luck Wil!!!

  34. Vanessa says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:39 pm

    I’m gathering up all the mojo I can find so I can send it your way at 2:30.
    I’ve also enlisted the help of my dogs, and you know how helpful dogs can be.

  35. Jana says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:43 pm

    /em sends mojo as requested, thinks kind thoughts as well~!
    Break a Leg!

  36. Tiana says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:46 pm

    Much Mojo for you my friend. And I sure am glad comments is (are?) back. WOO HOO AND COOL BANANAS!

  37. The SpaceWriter says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:47 pm

    Some East Coast mojo comin’ from a big sister in New England, Wil! Break a leg!

  38. innkeeper2097 says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:47 pm

    Wil, everything happens for a reason. You told us that you had interviews when you didn’t have to. With all the MOJO that is comming your way, you will do it!

  39. DOSquatch says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:49 pm

    cat mojo.conf > /dev/Wil

  40. thebrett says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:50 pm

    So, I have lit the patchouli incense as well as my purple candle (slight aroma of lavendar), have both grounded and centered myself, am sitting in the lotus yoga position began a series of meditation chants…ummm…what the hell am I talking about….I’m munching on chee-tos and drinking beer while sending you a little mojo. Good luck, Wil. You’ll be fine, man. 🙂

  41. Rob Matsushita says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:53 pm

    You always have my mojo when you need it, sir.
    And, in the same vein as what Spudnuts said, if you get nervous, just imagine Chuck DeBus at the snack bar. (How many frickin’Zagnuts can one man eat?!?)

  42. FHeL says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:54 pm

    Good Luck Wil
    Here’s some NY mojo for you

  43. Dan says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:56 pm

    Here’s a little Canadian MOJO to add to the pile.
    Best of luck! Break a leg!

  44. Sarah says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:58 pm

    Damnit Wil, take the mojo and get the part! 😉
    We’re all rootin’ for ya…I’m even listening to Cake in your honor…(well, okay, because I love it, but hey, I can lie a bit, right…?)
    Have some cheese…CHEESE IS ALL POWERFUL!
    If you support the Save The Squirrels/unicorns/Tophs/Steves/Pencils foundation that has 3 memebers and doesn’t do anything, I’ll send you more mojo.
    MOJO POWER! HAHA!
    ~Sarah
    (I am a DORK! go me! 😉

  45. kendoka says:
    8 April, 2002 at 12:59 pm

    One moment while I calculate the complicated formula for figuring out what time zone Indiana is in these days…got it!
    Break a leg today! Do your best, and you’ll have nothing to feel guilty about.
    For everyone else who needs the mojo, consider it sent to you as well!
    Now, if I may humbly request for some mojo in my direction these next few days… I’m waiting to hear if I get an instructor position for next fall, and I’d really like to get it…as it would cover my tuition for the year. (:

  46. danthewireman says:
    8 April, 2002 at 1:01 pm

    *bing*
    You’ve got mojo.

  47. The SpaceWriter says:
    8 April, 2002 at 1:02 pm

    P.S. Wil, just to add to the NE Mojo, I just now went over to CafePress and bought a WWDN posse t-shirt!
    That should at least *double* the mojo comin’ from our digs to yours.

  48. tammy/nellswell says:
    8 April, 2002 at 1:04 pm

    I’m about to take a nap and might still be sleeping at 2:30, so here’s an early dose of mojo. And I’ll send try to send you some more from my dreams. Looking forward to seeing you in whatever it is you’re auditioning for!

  49. fuego_de_noche says:
    8 April, 2002 at 1:06 pm

    Sending my mojo out to you as well…break a leg!

  50. KJB says:
    8 April, 2002 at 1:13 pm

    Spudnuts, MOJO, and Comments.
    Holy shit, today will RAWK.
    *metal fist*
    *devil horns*
    MOJO!

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