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Often, when I have an important audition, I won’t say anything to my friends or family, beyond my wife. I know that my friends and family get their hopes up for me, the same way I get my hopes up for myself, and sometimes that messes with my head.
It’s like knowing that half the stadium is friends who have shown up to watch me play in The Big Game. 🙂
So, it just hit me this morning, there must be thousands of people (based on my webstats) who know about these auditions today. Jesus. Talk about filling the stands!
Well, it has worked in the past, so I’ll do it again: would you please spare a moment for me today, at 2:30 PM PDT and again at 5:00PM PDT? I swear, in the past when I’ve asked for people to send me mojo, it has really worked. I’m the most skeptical bastard on the planet, but I swear to god I felt it.
I also realized this morning that I feel this extra pressure to not blow it today, because I stayed home from the vacation, and I have spent the whole weekend preparing. I mean, there is really a lot at stake this time out, and I can’t blame it on not having time, or whatever, if I mess up.
However, I am super prepared…nearing that place where I’m over-prepared. I had time to create full characters, as well as get extremely familiar with the material.
The only thing I could do to be more prepared, is memorize the script, but I don’t ususally memorize material for a first audition, becuase memorizing lines can lock me into a performance. If a producer or director wants me to change a performance a bit one way or another, it’s much easier to make those changes when I have the sides in my hands. Of course, at this stage, the other actors have all been in on this at least once, in some cases twice or three times…so I’ll have that working against me.
Heh. I have just realized something: for the first time in a very long time, I feel nervous about an audition. Not nervously excited, but anxious. I feel like there’s a lot at stake this time, a lot more than usual.
Oh boy. Please send that Mojo as quickly as you can. I need it. 🙂

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8 April, 2002 Wil

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270 thoughts on “Nerves”

  1. Blanche says:
    8 April, 2002 at 4:59 pm

    Mmmmojo, Wil! Kick some ass!

  2. Dorothy Nelson says:
    8 April, 2002 at 5:01 pm

    Ooga-chaka-whitegirl-mojo what-whats 4 U &
    BAM
    ya gots the gig.

  3. Bill Bekkenhuis says:
    8 April, 2002 at 5:01 pm

    More mojo from Bethlehem, PA.
    You’re about to knock their socks off!
    See you on the screen.

  4. Grendel says:
    8 April, 2002 at 5:02 pm

    Special Aussie Mojo out your Way Wil. . .
    Mmmmmmmmmmm Smell that eucalyptus mojo. . .

  5. Greg says:
    8 April, 2002 at 5:03 pm

    Found some spare mojo in my pocket. Hope it helps.

  6. Alexandra Paris says:
    8 April, 2002 at 5:10 pm

    Must send Wil losta MOJO!

  7. Mark says:
    8 April, 2002 at 5:16 pm

    Lots of good MOJO from Texas!
    Good luck, Wil…

  8. Noctune says:
    8 April, 2002 at 5:21 pm

    I hope I’m not too late! All the mojo I posess is yours. I hope it’s enough

  9. Andie G. says:
    8 April, 2002 at 5:36 pm

    MOJO!!!!-And with that in mind, my candle I lit for you the big Green one! well it went from having no flame to “MEGA Flameage” I think I can safely assume something great will happen soon- Espscially since the next payday for my hubby isn’t til next monday.

  10. chris says:
    8 April, 2002 at 5:39 pm

    Bad ass Bruce Lee mojo workin’ for ya starting right …. *NOW*

  11. Impudent Strumpet says:
    8 April, 2002 at 5:45 pm

    Mojo, round 2!

  12. Littlesleepyone says:
    8 April, 2002 at 5:51 pm

    I am sure you did just find, your the best remember. Lot’s of luck even if you don’t really need it.
    Much Love,
    Eppy

  13. samplephiliac says:
    8 April, 2002 at 5:57 pm

    Don’t be fooled by the timestamp….this mojo was post-dated…but pre-sent
    MOJO MOJO MOJO

  14. JoshAct says:
    8 April, 2002 at 6:08 pm

    Looks like I’m a little late…
    But I hope everything went well on your auditions Wil!
    Josh

  15. Thumper says:
    8 April, 2002 at 6:30 pm

    Mojo… mojo… I’ve had my fricking head plastered to my monitor for a couple days sending out mojo. It’s now 6:30 PDT. I hope all the mojo everyone is sending and the forehead dent on my screen worked!

  16. Candy says:
    8 April, 2002 at 6:45 pm

    i found this from an old teen magazine on some website:
    ** …And didja know that Wil think of you? “I love ’em!” Wil proudly declares of his fans. This brown haired beach lover really appreciates the fact that people admire his work and like him. Confesses Wil, “When people come up to me and say, ‘Can you sign this for me?’ I love that feeling.” and chances are, you love Wil for having that great attitude and being such a nice guy! **
    is that true?

  17. Hamoki says:
    8 April, 2002 at 6:45 pm

    JINX!!!!

  18. Candy says:
    8 April, 2002 at 6:51 pm

    Jinx?

  19. Artemitis says:
    8 April, 2002 at 7:01 pm

    Got the call for mojo just a little too late, but I will gladly send you a gentle wave of post-audition mojo cuddle. It’s always good for the cool down. In return, all I ask is for everyone to send me small increments of mojo all this week. I have a huge audition in NYC with the Met on Sunday and starting Wednesday, we’re on observation. Wish me luck!

  20. Your fan says:
    8 April, 2002 at 7:03 pm

    Will,
    Good Luck! I would love to see you in some movies or tv. I have enjoyed your acting since the Buddy System….I love that movie, even though no one seems to mention it that much. You had the cutest raspy voice when you were young. And then came along Stand by Me and the rest is history!
    Anyway, good luck and I hope it goes well for you!

  21. thomas says:
    8 April, 2002 at 7:06 pm

    Here’s to hoping Mojo can time travel to the past

  22. Rookwood says:
    8 April, 2002 at 7:08 pm

    Let’s hope we see you on a new weekly series.
    Go Sparks McGee!

  23. Tav Dude says:
    8 April, 2002 at 7:09 pm

    Don’t fuck it up. OH….sorry, that came out wrong. That’s how my Dad used to encourage me. Anyways, my mojo was sent at 2:30.Hopefully you got it.

  24. Littlesleepyone says:
    8 April, 2002 at 7:15 pm

    Here’s some Mojo for tomorrow’s audition. What time is it? I will be sending some major Mojo then, decked out in my Wil Boxers and Tee Shirt, just showed up today watching Toy Soldiers and Stand By Me, thinking, Wil is the best, the greatest actor ever.
    Much Love,
    Eppy
    Who has just learned the comfort of boxers and is enjoying them, too bad they don’t work under my clothes, being a girl it just doesn’t look right.

  25. Mandy says:
    8 April, 2002 at 7:48 pm

    Gah! Comments are back on and a mojo call went out, and I missed it all because I don’t have a computer at work. Nuts to your asthmar. 😉
    Hope things went well for you today, Wil.

  26. chica says:
    8 April, 2002 at 7:50 pm

    I’m sorry I didn’t get to send the mojo, I wasn’t around! But I do miss the comments, even if there are a bunch of fools who come around and post stupid things. Good luck, can’t wait to hear how you did!

  27. MissKittyFantastico says:
    8 April, 2002 at 7:55 pm

    Hey Wil!
    Since you’ve been covered so far for the first shot.. here’s some mojo for the second.
    …
    But to tell you the truth..
    I’m holding back.
    Yep I’m a bastard.. bitch.. something that mothers around the world would gasp at.
    You see…
    I’m meeting Jack Black tommorow.
    Tenacious D.
    So I’m sure you understand.
    ooooh it’s gonna be soo cool.
    So instead of mojo folks…
    Send Jim Beam.
    or Bob Hamel with Jim Beam.
    Whatever works.
    ^_~
    -MKF

  28. Jun says:
    8 April, 2002 at 8:08 pm

    Ok, so I sent mine in, but then I realized something.
    If Wil just let the comments out for this one time for the mojo, then disables it again, I’m taking my mojo back.
    I need my mojo, anyways. Can’t score enough as it is.

  29. Rachel says:
    8 April, 2002 at 8:09 pm

    Positive thoughts are flowing for ya!

  30. terry says:
    8 April, 2002 at 8:12 pm

    I wish you good luck, and tons of positive thoughts. I know this is after the auditions, but I know you did really well.

  31. terry says:
    8 April, 2002 at 8:12 pm

    I wish you good luck, and tons of positive thoughts. I know this is after the auditions, but I know you did really well.

  32. terry says:
    8 April, 2002 at 8:12 pm

    I wish you good luck, and tons of positive thoughts. I know this is after the auditions, but I know you did really well.

  33. terry says:
    8 April, 2002 at 8:13 pm

    I wish you good luck, and tons of positive thoughts. I know this is after the auditions, but I know you did really well.

  34. terry says:
    8 April, 2002 at 8:13 pm

    I wish you good luck, and tons of positive thoughts. I know this is after the auditions, but I know you did really well.

  35. terry says:
    8 April, 2002 at 8:13 pm

    I wish you good luck, and tons of positive thoughts. I know this is after the auditions, but I know you did really well.

  36. Mikeman says:
    8 April, 2002 at 8:14 pm

    Wil,
    Asking for encouragement is good for a quick boost, but lets get to the root of the problem…
    The reason you are nervous is because you’re placing too much importance on this audition. You’re going into this with the wrong mindset. Be vigilant and there WILL be other opportunities just as good or better for you in the future. You need to go in there with complete confidence in your abilities. You have to walk in there thinking you are the sh*t. This is NOT something that you will be able to do if in the back of your mind you’re placing this job opportunity up on a pedestal. Life WILL go on if you don’t get this.
    “Success is achieved first through the mind, then through the world, never the other way around.”
    -Mike

  37. terry says:
    8 April, 2002 at 8:14 pm

    I wish you good luck, and tons of positive thoughts. I know this is after the auditions, but I know you did really well.

  38. terry says:
    8 April, 2002 at 8:14 pm

    I wish you good luck, and tons of positive thoughts. I know this is after the auditions, but I know you did really well.

  39. terry says:
    8 April, 2002 at 8:14 pm

    I wish you good luck, and tons of positive thoughts. I know this is after the auditions, but I know you did really well.

  40. terry says:
    8 April, 2002 at 8:14 pm

    I wish you good luck, and tons of positive thoughts. I know this is after the auditions, but I know you did really well.

  41. J-Dawg says:
    8 April, 2002 at 9:07 pm

    Wil, I know casting sessions can be tough,
    no matter how experienced the actor. I’ve put enough of them through that hell before –
    but worry not – I’m sure these cats’ll see
    the same thing that the 100 or so others above me have already seen. You’re a cool
    guy with a whole heapful of talent.
    All my mojo to you… – Jay

  42. Marie says:
    8 April, 2002 at 9:22 pm

    Dang I am never on time to send the mojo at the right time. But know that no matter what time I always have time to spare MOJO for you Wil. Good Luck! Happy to hear your auditioning so much, can’t wait to see you in your next exciting adventure.

  43. Dave says:
    8 April, 2002 at 9:28 pm

    I know this is a few hours late, but MUCHO MACHO MOJO, DUUUUDE!

  44. David says:
    8 April, 2002 at 9:32 pm

    My mojo went out to you earlier today (twice!) and only one question remains: how did it go?! I know — you can never really tell until you get the callback (or two months later when you still have not heard), but you’ve enough experience, I’m sure, to have a gut feeling.
    Here’s hoping it went well, and that you get the gig(s). If every actor in LA had this kind of mojo behind him/her, none of us would be starving or behind on rent 😉

  45. Mike says:
    8 April, 2002 at 10:10 pm

    Here’s some delayed MOJO for ya Will!! I know it’s late, but it’s never too late for mojo. I’m concentrating right now, and mentally strenghthing you. Hope everything went your way, and even if it didn’t all this mojo had to have made you stronger.

  46. john the transplanted nebraskan says:
    8 April, 2002 at 10:24 pm

    Wil
    Didn’t even start up the computer until 10 pm today. I spent most of the day going up to Sacramento and back so I didn’t have a chance to see your mojo request. I hereby grant you belated mojo which you can store until such as time as you can use it. 🙂
    Perhaps with the hooker and beer comment fallout 🙂

  47. liz says:
    8 April, 2002 at 10:27 pm

    young grasshopper, the mojo is on it’s way.
    good luck *big smile*

  48. Shaynie says:
    8 April, 2002 at 10:29 pm

    Sending Mojo… *thinks real hard*
    Yeah comments post again!

  49. Vaughan's Typewritter says:
    8 April, 2002 at 10:29 pm

    I missed you today, but you can take my mojo out for some air for your Tues and Wed auditions. Just be sure to send it back Thurs morning or I’m toast.

  50. Jellyn says:
    8 April, 2002 at 10:29 pm

    Mojo can probably travel through time as well as space. (And I’ll spare you the quote.) So belated mojo is just as good as the stuff that was on time!
    I’ll even toss in a Jojo with that Mojo.

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